I am idling this blog on blogspot. All updates will go to
http://mikestermike.livejournal.com
http://mikestermike.wordpress.com
http://blogs.myspace.com/mikestermike
This will be this way until blogspot fixes their problems. The severe lack of features, horrible narrow column widths, and inability to effectively cut-and-paste from OpenWrite or MSWord makes this blog hoster sucko.
Monday, August 18, 2008
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Purrr
Well, it has been a while since I updated this blog. I do apologize to those readers who anticipate what I write, all one of you.
A lot has been going through my mind. My mood has been swinging pretty good of late. I am no longer stressed as much, but its hell to be bi-polar. I ought to get some help, either through counseling or medication. I loathe the former and fear the latter. Oh well.
My social situation hasn’t changed much. The only calls I get are from people who want me to do something for them. I have one friend that lives to far away to see often, but the occasional Yahoo chat is helpful. Thank you, J.
Second Life has taken a few interesting turns. I met another psychotic chick. This one loved to talk about herself, her problems and her dreams. She wouldn’t listen to me, or at least comprehend what I typed. Anyway, one argument and she was gone. I checked on her profile yesterday and it seems she is now a vampire or something. Whatever.
I came across a Neko girl just yesterday. For the unfamiliar, that means she’s a cat-girl. Not girl-cat, like a furry, but a normal looking girl with cat ears, eyes, and mannerisms. Chel says she looks like Aisha Clanclan, the Ctarl-Ctarl on the series Outlaw Star. Of course, that is just her SL character, but it is common in the SL universe.
She’s been in SL for many years (2005), and we hit it off very well. I got to experience some things I never have before. It was awesome :). I hope we stay friends. I think I can actually learn from her. Which reminds me, I need to find some new animations ^-^. She’s more woman than I can handle, I think, but she does make me smile when I think about her.
I have been reading Cathy’s blog. I ran her off a few months ago. I still care for her. Her husband is worthless, but that’s nothing new. I just can’t talk to her anymore I guess. Her situation infuriates me so much, I just can’t cope. She has many shoulders to cry on and such, so my lack of presence probably isn’t felt. And she did say the wrong things back in April. Sent me over the edge. To his credit, though, her husband did try and contact me to find out what happened. He has genuine concern, just is a wanna-be Buddhist and only uses the teachings when it suits him. Like 90% of Christians, Jews, and Muslims do respectively, so he isn’t alone. And he can’t provide for his family, and hasn’t for years. *LOSER* He sickens me.
I am probably going to idle the Blogspot blog. Blogspot sucks. No traffic, crappy tools, little control over the layout, and a hard to use interface (I don’t write blogs via the onsite software, and cut-n-paste completely strips all formatting). Blogspot is free and loose, but you get what you pay for.
Well, that’s enough whining for today. Be kewl ya’ll.
L8rs-
A lot has been going through my mind. My mood has been swinging pretty good of late. I am no longer stressed as much, but its hell to be bi-polar. I ought to get some help, either through counseling or medication. I loathe the former and fear the latter. Oh well.
My social situation hasn’t changed much. The only calls I get are from people who want me to do something for them. I have one friend that lives to far away to see often, but the occasional Yahoo chat is helpful. Thank you, J.
Second Life has taken a few interesting turns. I met another psychotic chick. This one loved to talk about herself, her problems and her dreams. She wouldn’t listen to me, or at least comprehend what I typed. Anyway, one argument and she was gone. I checked on her profile yesterday and it seems she is now a vampire or something. Whatever.
I came across a Neko girl just yesterday. For the unfamiliar, that means she’s a cat-girl. Not girl-cat, like a furry, but a normal looking girl with cat ears, eyes, and mannerisms. Chel says she looks like Aisha Clanclan, the Ctarl-Ctarl on the series Outlaw Star. Of course, that is just her SL character, but it is common in the SL universe.
She’s been in SL for many years (2005), and we hit it off very well. I got to experience some things I never have before. It was awesome :). I hope we stay friends. I think I can actually learn from her. Which reminds me, I need to find some new animations ^-^. She’s more woman than I can handle, I think, but she does make me smile when I think about her.
I have been reading Cathy’s blog. I ran her off a few months ago. I still care for her. Her husband is worthless, but that’s nothing new. I just can’t talk to her anymore I guess. Her situation infuriates me so much, I just can’t cope. She has many shoulders to cry on and such, so my lack of presence probably isn’t felt. And she did say the wrong things back in April. Sent me over the edge. To his credit, though, her husband did try and contact me to find out what happened. He has genuine concern, just is a wanna-be Buddhist and only uses the teachings when it suits him. Like 90% of Christians, Jews, and Muslims do respectively, so he isn’t alone. And he can’t provide for his family, and hasn’t for years. *LOSER* He sickens me.
I am probably going to idle the Blogspot blog. Blogspot sucks. No traffic, crappy tools, little control over the layout, and a hard to use interface (I don’t write blogs via the onsite software, and cut-n-paste completely strips all formatting). Blogspot is free and loose, but you get what you pay for.
Well, that’s enough whining for today. Be kewl ya’ll.
L8rs-
Saturday, July 12, 2008
loser choad lonelies
I am coming down with the lonelies again. I think its a lot of things all happening at once. I had my weekend all planned out, but several cancellations n(for good reasons, mind you) and such has put me in a funk. One or two, ok, but all of them? Jeebus. Its like a conspiracy.
So, here I sit. Again. On a Saturday night. With nothing to do. Oh yes, I could be working out or playing guitar or something. I just want to do so with someone. Even the wife doesn't really want to do anything. She's happy in her own little world. The clouds are forming and its not good.
Even the wine, which usually makes me warm and lovable, just isn't doing it. 8 months ago I would be popping some pills and visiting Cthulu or something vivid. I liked that. Grr. Been out of pills for some time, and of course, my company drug tests. Damn.
SL isn't doing me any favors. I had met this one person, but she turned out to be extremely psychotic (or a dude or whatever) and was dumped in just 6 days. Nice. My “friends” have decided to build a new sim, so my hangout is no longer manned. And the new one is visually pleasing but sux0rs all around because of the theme. A Car Wash is a sight gag and is only cool one day. Not something to build a sim around, dearies. Besides, 24 hr disco/funk can make even Rick Dees puke.
So, even online I am lonely. WTF. I gave up trying ot start a politico blog, mainly because I do not have the patience to do the research so I don't sound like some loser choad on it. I did start an, ahem, adult themed blog, but even that one gets minority traffic regardless of the tags. I just don't write that well.
All you Yahoo fags who occupy my “friends” list but never message my ass? Prepare to be DELETED!
F U and your poodle, too.
L8rs-
So, here I sit. Again. On a Saturday night. With nothing to do. Oh yes, I could be working out or playing guitar or something. I just want to do so with someone. Even the wife doesn't really want to do anything. She's happy in her own little world. The clouds are forming and its not good.
Even the wine, which usually makes me warm and lovable, just isn't doing it. 8 months ago I would be popping some pills and visiting Cthulu or something vivid. I liked that. Grr. Been out of pills for some time, and of course, my company drug tests. Damn.
SL isn't doing me any favors. I had met this one person, but she turned out to be extremely psychotic (or a dude or whatever) and was dumped in just 6 days. Nice. My “friends” have decided to build a new sim, so my hangout is no longer manned. And the new one is visually pleasing but sux0rs all around because of the theme. A Car Wash is a sight gag and is only cool one day. Not something to build a sim around, dearies. Besides, 24 hr disco/funk can make even Rick Dees puke.
So, even online I am lonely. WTF. I gave up trying ot start a politico blog, mainly because I do not have the patience to do the research so I don't sound like some loser choad on it. I did start an, ahem, adult themed blog, but even that one gets minority traffic regardless of the tags. I just don't write that well.
All you Yahoo fags who occupy my “friends” list but never message my ass? Prepare to be DELETED!
F U and your poodle, too.
L8rs-
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